Month: March 2018

A LETTER TO MY MOTHER

A LETTER TO MY MOTHER

They say that as offspring it ain’t your job to take care of your parents. Who is ‘they?’ Well actually I’m not quite sure, but they do say it, I swear. Those self help guru people say it. That’s who. They say to take care 

SEDUCTION: FOOD

SEDUCTION: FOOD

Food Addiction: Food. What a difficult addiction to overcome.  Over. Come. Come over. Get beyond. Move past it.  Yeah. Right. How the HELL do we ‘get over’ something that is ultimately essential to our most basic survival? Unlike other substances we are addicted to, we 

Healthy Hazelnut Spread

Healthy Hazelnut Spread

 

Nutella and I have a long-standing toxic relationship. It’s not a relationship lacking in love. Believe me, I LOVE Nutella. Nevertheless, it is a decidedly unhealthy one. The main problem in my relationship with this hazelnut spread stems from my inability to portion control my consumption (there’s something addicting about it!) and the prevalence of a few questionable ingredients in its makeup.

 

Photograph by James Ostrer

The first ingredient is also the first red flag: SUGAR. It tastes great, but we all know the long list of health risks that come with over consumption of this white powdered delight. Next up is Palm Oil. This controversial guy is not only potentially bad for our bodies (research shows conflicting results between the health benefits and risks for this oil), but the environment as well. Sadly, the process by which it’s harvested frequently destroys areas of rainforest. The last ingredient I’ll touch on is Vanillin. Sounds like Vanilla, right? But it’s not. Vanillin is a cheaper, synthetic substitute for the real stuff, and there is some evidence that consuming synthetic vanillin may bring on digestive disorders, headaches and allergies. Scary stuff. There’s also a school of thought that Vanillin is especially addictive (hmmm, maybe that’s why it’s so hard for me to put down the nutella spoon…).

 

But there’s also GOOD stuff in Nutella! Hazelnuts and cocoa powder carry some great health benefits, so why not swap out some of the baddies and make your own, glowingly healthy version of this nutty, chocolaty delight.

Healthy Hazelnut Spread Recipe :

I started my recipe with 2 Cups of hazelnuts which I oven roasted for about 10 minutes at 400 degrees,

and then rubbed hazelnuts in a dishtowel to remove as much of the skin as possible :

 

 

I blitzed them in the food processor until they got to a fairly creamy consistency :

and then added in my additional ingredients:

 

¼ Cup Cocoa Powder

¼ Cup Erythritol Based Sweetener (use whichever sweetener you prefer)

Splash of Maple Syrup (optional)

2 Tbsp Coconut Oil (feel free to swap in the oil of your choice)

1 Tbsp Pure Vanilla Extract

Pinch of Pink Himalayan Salt

2 Tbsp Great Lakes Collagen (optional)

¼-½ Cup Milk Of Choice (amount depending on the consistency you prefer)

I blended everything for several more minutes until it got to a very smooth, buttery, consistency.

(You may find that you want to adjust the quantity of milk, sweetener, and oil depending on your personal preference for how liquid/solid you’d like your spread).

 

 

And the result? It’s good. SO good. If you’re a former or recovering Nutella addict like myself I highly recommend you try out this healthier option and slather it all over every slice of bread, piece of fruit or pancake you come across!

 

SHOP :

 

                                                                                                                                                                           

 

recipe and article by emily

FERMENTED PAIN

FERMENTED PAIN

Boredom is incredibly productive. That’s where the magic is born. It’s the avoidance of the fear of the boredom that is so destructive to the work. For as long as I can remember I have been avoiding feeling or processing anything. Checking out via food, drink, and social 

I LOVE YOU, KEITH RICHARDS

I LOVE YOU, KEITH RICHARDS

People who know me well are very much aware of my verging on somewhat unhealthy obsession with Keith Richards of The Rolling Stones. I want to meet him, I want to marry him, I want to be him.   So, naturally, when I found out 

PARADOXICAL MISTAKE

PARADOXICAL MISTAKE

she was free

a paradoxical mess of contradictions mistakes oxymorons and vacant flaws

strong and fearless lion

a lonely wounded bird

her life

a fragile map of chaotic beauty

untainted by the hollow vortex of its poetic tragedy

they didn’t much approve

she wasn’t always decent

but fuck was she ever

free

 

written by cassidy

VISCERAL HEALTH

VISCERAL HEALTH

CASSIDY ALEXA: What are your top principles for health? DAYNE BARKLEY: My top principles for health include: Getting adequate sun exposure on the skin and in the naked eyes especially in the AM and around midday (solar noon). Prioritizing water quality; both drinking and bathing 

THE BEAUTY OUTSIDE

THE BEAUTY OUTSIDE

It snowed outside and it is beautiful. Breathtakingly stunning. Sun falls down in golden splashes, illuminating the branches, the rooftops, and the earth’s skin in its bright, warm radiance. I wish I could enjoy the beauty. Instead, I am stuck here in bed by a